8.29.2007

long time coming

i feel like that should'vee been hyphenated, but who knows. i teach English for half a day for 180 days out of the year, and still i have to look up crazy rules. for now, i am just too lazy. apologies.

so much has happened this summer and it was all great, and all of it will be covered in upcoming blogs about nick, and nicaragua, and my new little nephew. for now, i just needed to get back up on the horse...to test the proverbial waters...to feel safe here again. safe enough that i can put my thoughts and feelings out there into cyberspace and rest that there will be no judgment. hope that no one and everyone will read my rants and offer support, advice, love. peace that costs less than weekly visits to a shrink is infinitely more cathartic.

so here i am, thanks to my father's monthly investment in high-speed cable internet (roadrunner...BEEP!BEEP!), ready to put it all out there again...i think...

so stay tuned. i will start...hmm...well...either in my present state of confusion and sadness and work back...OR maybe i will start in the blissful memories of a summer that ended days ago but seems forever away.

peace and love

God, give me one pure and holy passion. give me one magnificaent obsession, give me one glorious ambition for my life: to know and follow hard after you, to grow as your disciple in Your truth. lead me on, and i will run after You.